i seem to have forgotten...

last night i had a slight breakdown..okay, maybe it was a major breakdown, but lets pretend it was small. i came to the realization of how much i miss my friends. even if we did nothing, it was great. we talked and laughed and man do i miss it. not only do i miss them, i feel bad because i have been extrememly needy to bj - which he has been so great about...but its not fair to him and i feel bad about it. i love him dearly and appreciate his sincere understanding, but i just want some girlfriends who are in salt lake!! is that really too much to ask for?! i think not. so my quest...to find a girlfriend!!!

ready, set, go....