Thursday, July 1, 2010

changes in life

sometimes it seems like everything is going perfect & nothing will ever change...and then suddenly without warning everything changes. some changes are small while others are huge.
let's just say in the past couple of weeks there have been both small and large changes in my life. these changes aren't specific to anyone person or event - they are all independent of one another, yet they seem to continue to happen and build one on top of the other. however, it would seem through all these changes there seems to be those couple people that are there no matter what. no matter how long it may have been since we talked last, they will always be there for me. i am especially thankful for these friends. i love them all! :) also, through the ups and downs of the last couple weeks i have become to appreciate having time to myself (something i thought i wouldn't ever come to like). i am a defiant people person, but have now come to the understanding and certain appreciation of spending then night @ home doing nothing - it is simply wonderful! another way i have been giving myself more "me time" is I've been running/walking early in the mornings, by myself, w/o the distraction of my iPod, just me alone with my thoughts...a scary though if you really think about it, but its been wonderful for me.
so for now, i am going to focus on me and my future!